Thanks to a generous grant from a UK charity we found ourselves
in Freetown a few weeks ago on a ‘drug run’ aiming to initiate a sustainable
supply of medicines for the hospital. With 48 million Leones (about £8000) next
to me in plastic bags, sitting in a wholesale pharmacy surrounded by packets
and plastic containers of several decades of pharmaceutical development, I felt
like a child in a toy shop with a year’s worth of pocket money to spend
supplemented by a large Christmas bonus. Naturally, as is the way in Africa, it
wasn’t quite as simple as turning up with our shopping list, and a number of
items on our newly developed formulary were very difficult to locate in
Freetown’s almost impenetrable congestion. Adult naso-gastric tubes, thiazide
diuretics and blood transfusion bags appeared to be like gold dust. Efforts to
secure 100 vials of magnesium sulphate (the precious drug needed to treat seizures
in pregnancy that was unavailable on one of my recent night time visits to the
ward) involved a “BBC apprentice” style mission consisting of negotiating with
the Women’s Centre in Freetown to find their supplier and then abandoning
the vehicle and dashing through the stand-still traffic to meet him in a central
location for exchange of goods and money before we left town.
At some points when rushing around in the suffocating
hustle of horns and swarming masses of people that comprise Sierra Leone’s
capital city, I wished I had my stethoscope with me. Fortunately, this desire did
not come from an unseen medical emergency, but from a craving for that moment of quiet
and solitude you get from closing off the outside world as you place a stethoscope
in your ears. Perhaps I am not alone in this, but not uncommonly I leave my stethoscope
on a patient’s chest for a few seconds longer than is clinically really
necessary, just to enjoy that moment of uninterrupted calm, with only the “lub-dup”
of the patient’s heart in my ears; in amongst the chaos of hospital life it is
possibly the only time when you are rarely interrupted.
Although it has been a significant boost to know that we now
have most of the core essential medicines available, the art of medicine is
often more complex than finding the right combination of pills. An older woman
on the female ward was becoming what one would unkindly refer to as a “heart
sink” patient. Each day the observation chart would show everything to be
normal, examination was always unremarkable and yet each day she would have a
new complaint to tell me about. Although mental health and psychological
support are spoken of little here, it was clear that some of her problems may be
related to a low mood, not helped by an absence of any visits from family members.
I was doubtful that anything from the pharmacy would improve her list of ailments.
After a few days of her not leaving the ward or getting out of bed, I decided
to bargain with her that if she had a walk outside I would find her a can of
coke. ‘You’re all talk and no action pumwee (white person), ’ was her vague
reply. However, I was true to my word and went and found a couple of cans of
Coca Cola, and she willingly kept up her end of the deal and came and sat with
me outside for a drink. For the first
time I saw a glimmer of a smile on her face. In a week that saw me exhausted
from not sleeping due to a noisy contractor staying upstairs, half blind from catching
a purulent conjunctivitis, and miserable from eating only bread and ‘cheeze
balls’ for 5 days after our camping stove malfunctioned and caught fire, I’m
not sure whether it was the patient or me who most needed that 10 minute sit on
the wall outside the ward in the sunshine with a coke on a Friday morning.
I would be lying if I said that sometimes the daily grind doesn’t
get me down and that the tiredness and frustration
of seeing the human cost of unmet healthcare need doesn’t upset me, but I know
it would be naïve to imagine that I’m the only
exhausted worker in the world. This time
last year I was working in A&E in London which was an endurance activity in
itself. I especially remember a certain sense of despondency on night shifts when
colleagues whose shifts started earlier in the day gradually left every couple
of hours throughout the night, until 2am when there was only 3 or 4 doctors
left working in the department until morning. It wasn’t uncommon, particularly on
a Saturday night, for the list of patients on the computer screen waiting to be
seen to increase at a faster rate than the team of doctors could cope with, and
thus the number of patients breaching the stipulated 4 hour target by the time
morning came was sometimes embarrassingly long. But however bad the night was, there was some
comfort in the knowledge that at 8am a healthy brigade of fresh A&E doctors
would arrive and within a few hours the department would usually be more respectable;
however low you may have felt at 5am, you knew by 10am you’d be at home in bed
and someone else would be clearing up the mess. The only difference here is
that at 8am nothing changes and there is no cavalry coming over the hill.
Evelyn update: Evelyn came back from the village a couple of
weeks ago and so far appears to be making reasonable progress despite the gap
in her treatment. Unfortunately she has an ever growing number of patients for
company on the TB ward as diagnoses are on the increase, possibly contributed
to by problems with continuity of the government’s TB drug supplies.
Tomato update: Plants
are doing ok but since being planted out into old rice bags one or two have fallen
by the wayside. Naturally I am suspecting sabotage from my noisy contractor house
guest. (Does lack of sleep make you paranoid…?)
Dear Rob, I am reassured to read that you are coping. I recognise the pleasure that comes from the peace as you listen through the stethoscope. It made me smile and shiver with memories. Being tired can make one paranoid but the contractor has to go far away. Who can help you arrange his departure?
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Dear Rob and Janna: we send our Winter Festival greetings and we hope you can enjoy some leisure time during the "holiday". We also wish you good health and happiness in the year ahead. Thinking of you, Iain and Gill
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